Thursday, 18 June 2009

susah-kah?

waaah~~

lame da tak blogging. gara2 final exam aritu, blog tercinta diabaikan. hehe. maaf2

semalam aiza abes final pper. compre of Bioethics and Human Programme; BHP for short. da abes trus pegi tgk result OSCE. tp xkluar lagi. da ptg sikit yumi call. die ckp aiza lulus sme station. alhamdulillah~ lega rase hati. risau jugak fail station resuscitation kelmarin. mane tak nye, doktor tu tnye, "how deep do u hv to do the chest compression?". aiza yg pd ketika itu xtawu g the depth spttnye 1/3, ckp cni: not too deep as u might crush the baby's rib. mmg sengal abes. doktor gelak2 je. hahaha. nseb baek la lepas station tu. adeyh~

pstu mcm biase, miscall baba ngn mama. nk call mahal. baba pun pnh pesan: kak, nnt miscall je. jgn bazir kredit. heee~~ happy2. baba ngn mama sgt understanding. haha. back to the story. bgtwu baba result OSCE. baba ckp cngrats. pstu die kater aiza da xbunyi saket. here's a fact. klu nk exam aiza mesti selesema. gman ckp aiza pnye exam symptom. xselesema, mesti demam. huhu. pstu mama pulak call. mama ckp ari ni dorg nak g redang. family trip. paklong, maklang, cik koma, mok, uncle dib, pok su. sume pegi. nini, nani, awin. waaa~~ nak ikot!! sdeyh btol. T.T klu tawu nk g redang, aiza balek mlysia after pper smlm. huuu~ mama bunyi cm happy sgt sbb dpt gather ngn adik-bradik die. i like the sound of tht. mama happy. nk mama happy sntiasa. so, xkesah la xleh ikot g redang *pasrah*

maser exam week, aiza sllu g bilek ecah, ainal, kak hani ngn wafaa. ulang-alik g blek dorg. berlari2 kat corridor. tnye soalan, curhat, rehat. sume ader la. pstu ader skali tu, masuk bilek ainal. kat pintu lemari rumate ainal ader trtmpl satu nota: cuman buat mama sama papa senang dan bahagia, kok susah?? aiza tersentak. terdiam, terkaku. susah sgt ke nk buat mama ngn baba bahagia?? score dalam exam, ikut ckp, jgn degil. xpyh kuar sesen pon. xkan xbule buat kot aiza?

lepas tu, aiza muhasabah diri. selama ni, ape je yg buat mama ngn baba at least trsenyum? bler aiza balek bgtwu result kt mama ngn baba. pmr, spm. nmpk muke bhgia mama. baba munkin xtnjuk tp aiza tawu baba happy. sbb mlm tu baba blnja mkn steak. hehe. belajar sungguh2. dgn niat kerana allah. betul kn niat. jgn plak niat sbb nnt da grad bule dpt gaji besar. tak, bukan cmtu. klu kiter niat kerana allah, sumer bnd dtg mengiringi kite. kn?

cuti da bermula. ape lagi, pnuh kn la mase dgn meng-qada balek sume bende yg tertangguh gara2 exam. haha

* nini! men air jgn lupe kat miera. huu~~
** jgn luper jugak pesan miera. it's our little secret k? hee~~

7 comments:

Rumput said...

wa..bagus la klu pass sume station eventhough i have no clue wat station u are referring 2..haha good job!

penyu said...

haha
thnks ros. xpe. nnt i balek mlysia i cter sume. no worries bebeh!!
neway, rindu kamu ngn hasyimah!!

Fi3LiNa said...

aiza...
dah habeh final eyh?
congratz yeh..=)
suka la tu..hee...
btw, hve fun la yea holidays tu.
nga cuti kn?
-_-...

penyu said...

haah, tgh cuti
xbest la fitri
bosan
haha
fitri bkn da abes exam ke??

chef hasyimah said...

congrats aiza!!!
hehe
aq ikut ckp ros~
xtau pape tp congrats! :D
hepi2
rslt aq pun dah kuar
alhamdulillah
aq harap ko kuat kn smgt ko
jgn fikir benda remeh temeh sgt
ingt Allah; ingt harapan parents;
and harapan kamu sendiri
jgn give up!
chaiyok2!

Fi3LiNa said...

exam block da abeh.
tp x de cuti pnjg la darling.
ehehe.:p.
after 2nd block t bru cuti sbulan.
tem tu i blik.weeee~
tp x smpt ry kt mesia.
sob3.:(

penyu said...

chef: hait!! nk kuat. nnt sy balek sy cter sume bnd. wee~~

fitri: yakah?? sy balek august. raya balek ugak. wee~